Tonight is different. Tonight isn't the same. I'm not okay when I don't have the right to not be. And I don't even know who I can talk to because I'm afraid I am troubling others or they're listening to my troubles for the sake of listening.....how do you even know when people are genuinely there for you anyway? I think I'm stressed, for today. and the worst part is, my mom saw me crying....i think. Because I think I'm stressed. when i don't have the right to be either. the turning point when your frustration turns into tears ....sucks. I have no reason to be stressed but yet i am. had 5h of chem tuition. IT WAS A K I L L E R. really couldn't stand the last 2h just felt like giving up i felt like i'm bashed and crushed and defeated. i am tired (today) it doesn't feel good. when you know you're all alone. sigh i need to pick myself up again i cannot continue sinking in my own misery



many a times i have wanted to blog about all the sad and unhappy moments that have happened too, but i realised that:
Time heals.
and if you let yourself cool down and look at the whole situation again, it probably isn't as bad as you thought it was at that point of time....i'm serious. To anybody that's still reading this, whenever you're stressed/pissed/annoyed/frustrated/feeling down, try to avoid social media sites and don't talk or say anything that's making you feel that way. After an hour, you might feel better.




drowning




It's so tiring waiting for something that won't ever come.