really need to start setting my priorities straight and focus focus focus focus focus 
haven't been blogging for a really long time and time has been flying by faster than the speed of light sigh everything seems like a blur and i, unfortunately, have to be down with hfmd since last wed. it's been nearly a week and so far I'M COMPLETELY FINE but doubt i'm able to go to school on thurs (FOR ENG AND SS PRELMS FDHISOFCXKNCDJSORFIODJIS) since it's contagious so...
why must hfmd be contagious why must i get it a week before prelims why me why now why HFMD.
haven't stepped out of the house since thursday as well and being at home has been so boring and uninteresting i miss people i miss seeing everyone i think i would really hug anyone i see the next time i go to school.
and also, note to self to throw allllllll feelings aside, whether it's jealousy paranoia or fear.
still believing that things will get better so i shall go and continue reading ss now :)
get well soon and BETTER START GETTING WORK DONE because Os isn't as far away as you think it is.





currently, only 174 days left. oh and it's the last day of april, how fast. how comforting