please ignore if you don't want to be confused


how drastic how feelings can sway from one end of the spectrum to the other can't help but to read about things that hurt my feelings over and over again i honestly don't know what happened idek if my sixth sense or my instincts are correct this time but for the past three weeks yes more than two weeks but not yet four i have been feeling this exact feeling i am having now i don't even know what to do to make myself feel better or to resolve the matter if there is one in the first place all i can say is i'm sorry for being inadequate but please let me know what is wrong               or am i thinking too much again             but this time it doesn't feel like it. but please, to me everything is fine i'm sorry if it isn't to you is it still possible to piece back the lost pieces of this puzzle?









really don't know how to put this feeling across in words i finally let it out but it isn't even what i truly feel i mean no one would understand if they read this post gah