i am freaking useless i can't even save myself and i wanna be all heroic and make everyone happy why am i such a hypocrite why do i say all these things to people when i can't ever keep to my own words why do people come and go



shit that really hurt. it felt like a bang in my chest okay why are tears so uncontrollable i rmb 30 mins ago i was still fantasizing about my dream last night can i pls start to be MORE DOWN TO EARTH





feels like everyone's just leaving me it's like i'm of no importance i really wonder what would happen if i disappear from the face of this earth one day and right now i really don't know who to speak to and who to confide in and if there's even anyone there for me i guess i should never expect too much