and O's in 10 days but what am i doing with irrelevant thoughts planted in my head day in day out sigh why can't i just stop feeling sometimes, really.

i feel like i'm constantly affected by others' emotions, to the point i don't even feel anything myself.......

why is it that there's always this one thing that i think about why why why i thought i've gotten over that already sighhhhhh

but anyway celebrated chem goddess' bday ystd and dinner was good but feel like i'm lacking love lately hahahha i really can't wait to go back to church :(

walks to the bus stop with G is always the most meaningful though, finally walked home with her today and i always learn so much from her and lunch at food republic was refreshing too :) i feel like talking to her today was brought by fate and that perhaps I should focus on the more important things currently rather than useful unimportant emotions.

sigh really need to move on with life because i hate attachments since day 1

been there done that